HELP ME…
NEW SCHOOL. lots of new guys that like me… im not sure i really care tho my friends are limited. i miss sydney. and michelle. i miss conner and i miss holy cross art, the teachers everything. i miss my friends. everyday feels slow. all i do is cry now. the fighting with my mom gets worse. school is slow but by the time next year i should be a grad, with my last year of highschool on the line. should be taking some classes at the art acedemy soon i hope. well….. nothing else could go more worse. my grandpa died today. im more depressed then ever. my life falls apart faster and faster. the boy i love is on the line of dying soon and all i can do is worrie.then worrrie again about if ill get caught wanting to go see him. i need someone to talk to. please.
Life
Everyday is like never-ending pain, another burden on the people around me, the last couple of people that is… my unforgiveable mistakes. bec yes, iam a screw up. i have basically no friends..ive lost everyone,everything,and even myself.. im not the same person i was before.. im not sure what happened but its done and overwith. im sorry im not the person you want me to be, but i think its time you let go and realize. THIS IS ME. diet pills and crazy food habits. im depressed.noone can save me now.art block, new school and no life. what has the world come to? i miss my old friends… every last one of them. i miss my old school already, and im still on summer break. i fight with my dad constantly.. we have no relationship and he tells me he is on the edge of kicking me out of the house. i nolonger talk to my mom. i have no phone and no ipod now, no music„, and i no ill do something that will kick my dad over the edge. it breaks my heart to think it, and makes me want to cry but i hav a feeling its going to happen.. so ill say im sorry now. 4 months and one year left.
